2009-02-08 - 9:52 p.m.

Today he was at work again. This time round he started later than me. And you know what? If I didn't see wrongly, I know his name now! Well, I sound a bit like stalker, but I just want to know. Anyway, he smiled at me again today. This time round I smiled back, and hope he did see that. It is just like how when certain strangers' eyes meet they will smile to each other too. A feeling that somehow cheers people up.

Today had been a tiring day. I don't know why but I felt so sleepy from the start. How I wished my shift will end soon, and I was so relieved when it ended.

Well, after that I went to buy Lee Wee Brothers' lasi lemak at Tampines Mall again. It has been really quite long since I last went to see Pei, so I went to say HI. Pei's partner took a glance at me like "Here again, and never buy anything", and I noticed she didn't smile and just use a monotonous tone to customers. Hmmm. Anyway, a while later I left because I was meeting Valerie and before that I need to return library books.

So yes, I met up with Valerie finally after so long! Though we will already be meeting next Tuesday. She cut her hair and now has fringes that cover the forehead. And she wore a handband. Cute as usual. And popular as usual! She had Kobayashi at East Point, which looked not bad but not so appealing to me. Probably it tastes not bad. After that, I head off to another location: Shu Ning's house!

It was a last minute decision because Shu Ning invited me last minute today. I didn't intend to go, but thought that I have not seen them for quite a long time, so I shall go visit them. Never did I know I will only be seeing Yi Fang and Shu Ning! Jie Min was busy with her school work so couldn't go, Patricia and Nia Sin backed out last minute. I was quite sad about it, but it was not too bad at Shu Ning's house. She really has a big family. They had steamboat for dinner, which looked really attractive. The last time I ate steamboat was with Sheng Laoshi, his girlfriend, ShiYun, JiaYin and Adeline, where I ended up with Gastroenteritis also known as stomach flu. Anyway, I didn't eat because I was really full and I don't want to feel too full. I was asked if it was a pity that I couldn't eat, and I thought yes quite a bit. Sigh. Anyway, I left at 8pm, thanks to Yi Fang who sent me off to the bus stop.

明日、日本語のヴォキャボラリクイズがあります。今とても寝たいですから、明日勉強します。ちょっと心配しますが、だいじょうぶですね。がんばります。

读了一点点的《论语》之后，总觉得如果每个人都看《论语》的话，世界也许会变好。今天又读了一点点《墨子》，觉得似乎有点完美化了。也许是因为现在处于的世界里，状况无法变得那么完美吧？墨子应该不是完美主义，只是在说社会可以如何变得比较好罢了...吧。现在读这类东西，就会想到老师说的，要想为什么。为什么孔子会这样写？为什么墨子会这样写？现在如果有什么不明白的话，都不敢问，总觉得应该自己先搜查资料一遍再向别人请教。

要互相了解是一件很難的事情。要互相體諒也是一件很難的事情。可是，總應該在說很難之前儘量試一試吧。套勞老師說過的話，要拋開成見，不然怎麼看那個人那件事，那個人那件事都是像在你眼中的那樣。在家裡久了，很多時候會被她影響到非常負面。很久沒有聽一些有意義又正面的話了。所以我希望我會變成這樣。學習。加油！

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